you are every color and brushstroke: Archive

Apr 1st

today i had an interview with starbucks. i think it went really well i hope i get the job.

Mar 30th

Mar 29th

i am tired. i’ve been working on this ridiculous calculus manal for six hours and i’m not half way through. my eyes are twitching and i have to photograph someone in the morning. and i have an eight chapter test over plants for bio. and i dont give a fuck at this moment

Mar 29th

andrew bird- imitosis

Mar 28th

i feel overly anxious. terrified. emotional. irritable. exhausted.

Mar 28th

a real post.

Today i had a panic attack and had to miss my first two classes..had an exhausting day. Calculus can go jump in a deep hold of impending doom and never raise its ugly head. I don’t really hate calculus. Walking through the halls of that school makes it very difficult to be happy..or stop yourself from bursting out into a teary eyed mess. I feel like I have so few friends, so few good...

Mar 28th

Mar 27th

3 notes

for each person we let ourselves care about, is just one more loss, somewhere down the line. (via irrinoying)

Mar 26th

walalalala

QUESTIONS: 1. What is your name? 2. What is your favorite food? 3. What is your hometown? 4. What is your favorite color? 5. What is your favorite movie? 6. What is your favorite drink? 7. What is your dream vacation? 8. What is your favorite dessert? 9. What is one word to describe yourself? 10. How are you feeling right now? 11. What do you love most in the world? 12. What is one of...

Mar 25th

mykonos by the fleet foxes… synesthesia....

Mar 25th

I GOT ACCEPTED TO CARNEGIE MELLON!! AH. this is almost too exciting to handle. And absolutely ironic, that i was stressed because i thought i would never get accepted anywhere…and now im stressed because i have so many choices. but.. i got into three of my top four so far. AH AH AH.

Mar 24th

so today was the first time Leighton and I had an actual conversation with smiles and everything….in a really long time. maybe it’s getting better. i hope it’s getting better.

Mar 24th

Mar 22nd

21 notes

“I don’t paint to live, I live to paint.”

– Willem de Kooning (via quote-book)

Mar 22nd

28 notes

Tonight was not good

Mar 22nd

Christina: where the wild things are

FACT!!!!!1!111one

Mar 21st

It’s not you it’s me by Coconut...

Mar 21st

i’m so scared that everyone will leave me. it’s causing me a great amount of grief and anxiety. everything is moving and i am not.

Mar 21st

Mar 17th

4 notes

Mar 16th

1 note

Mar 16th

339 notes

I’m applying for UT housing so i don’t lose my application. I have no idea where to go. I’m so confused. ut, uiuc, syracuse so far. i find out from brown on the 31st nyu, usc, washu, carnegie in April.

Mar 15th

Happy birthday!

Meagan!!!! i hope it’s everything plus some.

Mar 15th

“He smiled. His hand was nearly touching mine and I had a strange feeling....”

– Born Confused by Tanuja Desai Hidier (via letterboxlove) (via lovebot) (via quote-book)

Mar 15th

93 notes

Mar 15th

Thank you!

CHRISTINA!! i am excited. five more to go. yes yes i am coming, as soon as Shelby lets me know how her work schedule is and my parents let me. well my father is fine with it.

Mar 14th

Mar 13th

assignment

for art: Epiphany. i have no idea what to do.

Mar 13th

Mar 12th

Mar 11th

70 notes

#268

achoiceinthematter: Someone who discusses things with me instead of laughing them off or telling me to move on.

Mar 9th

110 notes

GRAH.

fuck i miss him. what’s bad about this 1. he isn’t someone i should miss 2. i’m being too much of a girl, this i hate 3. it’s absolutely UNHEALTHY 4. he couldn’t care less. 5. THE FACT THAT THERE COULD POSSIBLY BE A LIST TO NUMBER 3445423.

Mar 9th

inside out

I remember being thirteen. I remember being thirteen and content. I remember being thirteen, content, and unconcerned with the trivial self-image hoo-hah that seemed to plague many adolescent girls around me. I did not choose to jump head first into a pool of negative thought and self-deprecation, but it seemed to happen with or without my consent. I am in a room. Four walls. One window. Someone...

Mar 9th

1 note

Since the notion of college is dancing around..

of all the places i applied to- top choices 1. Carnegie Mellon 2. Syracuse 3. University of Illinois- urbana champaign 4. University of Southern California 5. NYU 6. University of Texas 7. Brown 8. Washington University in St.Louis 5-8 change daily. This waiting game is making me positively delirious. I would think Carnegie would have notified me by now, seeing as how I flew all the way up there...

Mar 9th

oh how i miss india. i might implode i miss it so much

Mar 9th

1 note