September 2009
8 posts
So i used to be a happy drunk. I was that girl who drank to let go a little. Mingle appropriately. Show people she can be personable and social and engaging. Unfortunately that girl has also decided to leave me in a precarious position- one where alcohol involves me drinking for the taste. me drinking and being angry. it just brings out the most ridiculous things inside my head, and the levels of...
chuck.
Quotes from Diary by Chuck Palahniuk:
“When they were in school, Peter used to say that everything you do is a self-portrait. It might look like Saint George and the Dragon or The Rape of the Sabine Women, but the angle you use, the lighting, the composition, he technique, they’re all you. Even the reason why you chose this scene, it’s you. You are ever color and brushstroke.
Peter used to say,...
i’m not sure if i’m feeling like this because i’ve been really sick for two weeks or if i was feeling like this when i got here…but i’ve lost every bit of motivation, passion, drive…i dunno..everything but apathy. i don’t even know if i have the energy for apathy. everyone keeps saying i can’t catch up and my dad wants me to take a semester...
now they think i have mono or meningitis.
wtfwtf. i need to see a real doctor
I have a post-flu sinobronchitis infection w/ reactive airways. haven’t been to class in four days. haven’t been able to do my homework. and now there’s mucus coming out of my eyes.