school has become so overwhelming/wonderful/stressful/horrible/exhausting/consuming/annoying/engulfing/one huge mind fuck that after my brain works for 14 hours non stop…and i’m still not done studying/doing homework….all i can do is laugh deliriously because this isn’t real life anymore. ha. hahah….. is carnegie mellon a real place?
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White Coat: Fancy Medical Words: Lividity →
white-coat: aka livor mortis. what is it? it’s where the blood pools in a dead person. The heart is no longer pumping so your blood is just sitting there, and by mechanism of gravity the red blood cells sink to the bottom contributing to the discoloration. It usually starts within 20 mins of death, so…
Things I am thinking about
1. Rumination Syndrome. 2. Why I have this. 3. Why the surgery doesn’t work. 4. physics homework. 5. where is my chapstick? 6. When will i feel motivated to sit down and write actual, cohesive thoughts that sound nice when strangers read them aloud. 7. cats.