i cannot sleep. i’m extremely deprived of human contact i think i’m making a sub/conscious decision to be more lonely than i’d like to be i feel like i’m going nowhere in the past two hours because i have not been able to sleep due to my post yoga pass out nap..i’ve come up with four ways to kill myself. none of them are creative. i think i’m just...
making a website
isn’t hard but it’s tedious even when using something like cargo collective and i’m annoyed can we just turn into cats?
just complaining. this is also gross.
once in high school, i was sitting at my desk studying and all of a sudden i regurgitated, a cup, maybe two, of the strawberries i had eaten maybe thirty minutes ago. my parents didn’t think it meant anything so they let it go undiagnosed for a while. it got to the point where i would sit and say, do my homework..while holding a trash bag and “ruminating” the contents of my...