i said i would stop now. but i think i can go at least 7 more. I watched the movie, The Skin I live In the other day…what a piece of art.
i have 14 dollars to my name. this is truly pathetic. i have to start going back to therapy and i dont want to. it’s pointless and a huge waste of money. i’m painting a blood fluke. but right now it looks like a penis. i really don’t want it to end up looking like a penis. what a weird conceptual discussion that would be in crit.
I am going to try these organization sheets to try to balance my life and my time and my mind.
Being surround by people and feeling utterly alone is too common a problem to be a problem. It’s what everyone says they feel like, and thus not worthy of commenting. But I’m not surrounded by anyone. I in fact flee from the people I could be surrounded by and then feel the need to be sad about it. Wallow in my self-imposed pit of loneliness. Like most things my brain is plagued by,...
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I want to check into a psych ward, because that seemed to be the only thing that ever got me anywhere.
this is what blogs are for. so i won’t feel badly about writing it. but sometimes, like now, i realize that i have a problem which i did not choose to have like most people it hinders me from having good relationships from doing well in the things i pursue and if it spend too much time alone or don’t take my medication it spills over like when you’re boiling pasta and the foam...