you are every color and brushstroke

i cannot sleep. 

i’m extremely deprived of human contact

i think i’m making a sub/conscious decision to be more lonely than i’d like to be

i feel like i’m going nowhere 

in the past two hours because i have not been able to sleep due to my post yoga pass out nap..i’ve come up with four ways to kill myself. none of them are creative. i think i’m just bored. 

done. with that.